A Long Farewell. A New Beginning.

Friday, October 31, 2008

11:59 PM

Emo,
Halloween,
November.

What if one day my mind rapidly deteriorates & inside those memories become not as vivid as now? If only I have Dumbledore's Pensieve, I can keep all necessary & unnecessary memories inside & look at it when I turn into an old lady. So back to emo, I start to reminisce a lot when I was on my long journey home after work. Then all the Whys start to appear ...

I retyped it again & again to make me look less fucking foolish.

Ok bye.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

10:11 PM

$ never enough

Hvnt been blogging cos' school has been occupying most of my time. Although my lesson always starts at 11am, I'm still very very reluctant to force myself to get out from my lovely bed.
Same old usual school stuffs except for today~ I nearly cried because the tcher splits the whole class into groups of 6 & I kena those ya-you-knw. Luckily she re-group again & my group turns out to be fine, freakout man! I'd learn from the previous sem, just don't pull my GPA down. Pardon me.

There's a make-up lecture tmr, 7pm-9pm, cos' of Deepavali. Wow fantastic.

I wanna get a cap!!! (And Aidil's pretty caps always make me damn envvvy~)

Photofunia

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

11:45 PM

New records.

Head town with my family to collect their Rolex watches since there's no lectures today coincidentally. I think investing on watches is such a must-think-twice decision cos' they will die on you within 5 years so you gonna keep servicing them, heart pain man D: But I saw a f* pretty watch there & as you knw parents will say like 'Next time la, I buy for you ... *smiles*' Lol. Then pulled them to lunch at Imperial Treasure Restaurant (Teochew Cuisine) @ Ngee Ann City cos' Jinyi kept advertising this restaurant to me HAHAHA. So ... the food there are like f* delicious, ate the dimsum & the desserts are like wow srsly. Service also damn good~ I think the next family dinner will be held there for sure lol. But I didnt bring my camera along, so ... no finger-licking pictures :/

P/S: 20th Century Fashion tmr! Hope I didnt make the wrong decision~ :)

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

7:07 PM

Sem 2. Week 1

School's fine, everything's fine. Dropped Psychology, added Fashion as wished. But I think my mother is quite unhappy about it ;) Urgh spending majority of my money on ultra expensive textbooks & lecture notes, damn ridiculous la.

P/S: Ignorance is bliss. Bastard.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

11:09 PM

Believe in Yourself Cos' Everything is Gonna be Fine

I always got the fear when school reopens after a long break. Yes and I'm having that usual fear right now (makes me sound so loserish & gay). So anyhow, there isnt a single excitement in me actually; more of a zzz-feeling man.

I'm physically prepared for school tmr, but not mentally.

K bye.

Friday, October 17, 2008

10:21 PM

Part I: Distance is a scary thing

I waited foolishly for Jinyi at CityHall, bombing her mobile & asking ard for her house num; yes she's at home sleeping!! Buffet lunch at Raffles Hotel failed, since it's like very late already lol. So I headed down to shop alone at Orchard while waiting for her arrival~ Shopping alone is like wow, nice; I bought a wallet from Zara, a concealer from M.A.C, a novel 'Thanks for the Memories' by Cecelia Ahern from Kinokuniya ... Heheh. Went to Far East to trim our disaster eyebrows while waiting for Lena. Din Tai Fung-ed & continued shopping. Anyway we saw a guy at Taka with no eye brows, skinhead, scares the freaking shit out of us. He looks damn scary, like some villian in movies you usually see HAHA.

I spent quite a lot today I think, nice~
I'm in need of shoes; eyeing on a Fred Perry sneakers & eyed a Cotton On sandals. I hvnt buy a single thing from Cotton On ever since I started work, so wasted right?! D:

P/S: 2 more days to schooling. I'm very very veeeerrry reluctant to go school, seriously~

Part II: Flew Full Flu

(Post censored)
Stop t____ g_____ of me cause rly _____s me a lot. As a ____ , sometimes the same ___ you just makes me fucking p__ c___ but I cant pinpoint your f____ straight at your face.

Nobody's perfect I knw, ah whatever la uh.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

4:16 PM

Only fooling myself

Gotten my timetable, pretty cool actually. Rly those go-late-end-early kind of schedule; don't have to squeeze with people during peak hours ... HAHA i think my timetable is always so perfect yet i kena Psychology for CDS which is a cui subject, it's okay but tough to pass man~ And the weird thing is that most of my classmates are taking it, but my Course Manager was like ' Hot subject = very difficult to get in.' Wow, god bless me if my appeal is not successful D: Anyway hopefully most of my tutors are gooooooood.

P/S: I think fever is getting on me, tsk.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

10:21 PM

Jayyyyy's 魔杰座! ;)

Went to collect the album from Sembawang straight after work. Haha I realised all the songs' title change except for one.

I'm getting my timetable tmrrrrr~ Hope it's gonna be a go-late-come-home-early timing & with a day off, thanks :/ Starting to dread school alr, why did the holidays end so fast?!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

10:11 PM

I'M FUCKING TIRED!

I feel like I'm a happy tai tai now oops. I hvnt spend a single cent from my pay & my mother just transfer allowance to my account. HEHE HAHAAHA~ I'm going to spend ALOT on Fri with Jinyi **

I'm like some hard labour~ :'(
Ok bye, I need my beauty sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep badly!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

10:43 PM

I need L o v e. Lol.

I don't know why but I guess parents like to demoralise or discourage their kids to make they themselves feel great, alright that's what my parents do, sometimes. And the feeling is &^%$#@!@#)~, painful. I think they hate me haha wow.

School's starting in a week man! _|_

P/S: Please fking hell reply my message, busted.

Friday, October 10, 2008

7:28 PM

I slept till 4pm today.
Love it.
;)

Thursday, October 9, 2008

11:39 PM

Great Day! ;)

Lunch-ed w Jinyi, Lena, LiAn, Nigel & Chunrong at PizzaHut during my break. The timing kinda screwed up abit but it turn out to be fine in the end. Knocked off early unexpectedly then mrt-ed down to CityHall to find them. Slacked at Esplanade, took photos ... Marvelous Cream's ice-cream @ CityLink is f* yummy! ** Move on to MarinaSq, Muji's marshmellow rocks. Wanted to watch movie/ kbox/ play pool/ go ClarkeQuay but end up at Suntec to look for my iPod. The new generation of Nano looks fake, different from www.apple.com.sg pictures (Pictures can deceive) ... So now I'm in a dilemma, allured to iTouch now _|_. Then dinner at Crystal Jade, xiaolongbao~
Cabbed home with Nigel & Cr. Super noisy & squeezy in the cab cause Nigel cant stop snapping w his DSLR ...

Let's wait for photos again ... :|

P/S: My chui legs.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

10:04 PM

Bad weekends!

I got scolded by an angmoh on Friday, & she said 'You have the worst customer service.' Wow how annoying can that be, she's simply so unreasonable please. Jinyi & LiAn popped by at my workplace on Saturday & they are on their way to watch 'Connected' man (!) I wannnnnaaaa watch :'(

I'm a homebody today.
I'm not working tomorrow but nobody seems to be free.
I'm getting my pay in 2 days' time.
I'm going Malaysia w Huimin&Co on the 10th.
I'm resigning my job before school starts, prolly.

I haven't been consuming chocolates/ milk ever since the melamine thing happened but I ate at least 3 McFlurry in a week, how ironic. Noob.

P/S: School's starting! Thumbs up/ down?

Friday, October 3, 2008

5:06 PM

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呐

怎麽了.
你累了.
说好的.
幸福呐.
我懂了.
不说了.
爱淡了.
梦淹了.
我都还记得.
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呐

Am currently listening to Jay's new album. Heheh perfect! Lol but somehow the melodies are like somewhat similar to his previous songs. That's his style la, that's why I'm a big fan of his **
Anyway I got his Rubik's cube after preordering. Paid for 28 bucks for his metal casing album, that's like 4 hours of my hard-earned money :'( LOL.

Malaysia on the 10/10! ;) Caaaaaaaaant wait.
Off to work (again)~

P/S: Pay Day on the 6th! Wow.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

3:07 PM

When you earn smth, you lose another.

I work full shift yesterday; opening till closing. Wow my back aches like _|_ but my feets aches doubly. Yet I dont think I earn much on this public holiday even though it's a double pay. Anyway, I got reprimanded by my manager the day before, it's somewhat my fault so it's cool. Lol.
I did smth very wrong yesterday. I was like in a deep shit when I realised it but I cant retrieve it already D:

Off to work in another 2 hours' time~

I miss my friends
(I suck.)