Sunday, November 30, 2008

9:10 PM

Fucking busy :( Will update tmr ~~

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

9:07 PM

Mundane life

Just saw my mid sem test timetable~ Gave me a good bloody shock, I didnt knw I have to take 5 papers.
I hvnt start any revision~
I hvnt start the OB quiz, due tmr tmr~~
I hvnt start my Fashion moodboard~~~
I'm going ACM & Spotlight tmr with my cds class, ftw. With no transportation provided somemore~~~~

My classmates are so different, between cyber world and reality. They put up a brave front but became very emotional in msn. Wow~

Monday, November 24, 2008

11:38 PM

Ipod Nano RED ;)

My dislocated arm hurts like ____ suddenly.
My nice sister drove to buy me Selegie's tauhuay HEHE~

Stats prj is driving me nuts. All the confusing terms, differ from secondary texts. Bastard.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

11:51 PM

I'm a rude ill-mannered bitch today cos' I blurted out vulgarities on my friends. Sry Wang & Chiaulee~~ I didnt knw what got me, scared them totally HAHA. Head down to JooChiat for durians after project. Very ulu sia, but the houses there damn old school; very beautiful.
There's always a loafer/ black sheep in a prj group. Very annoying srsly. Please make yourself useful & not keep your mouth shut & act like you did smth. Dont rely on people cos' they aren't superheroes. _|_

Don't lecture me when you're not in my shoes. You are not the one who's going through everything. Fuck I've had enough of this week.
Forgive & forget, why forgive when you cant forget? What goes around comes around, you wait.

Ida Scott Taylor once said "Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has yet to come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.”

Friday, November 21, 2008

11:23 PM

Back to zero, where you doesnt revolves in my life. Not anymore.

Talking to Jp yesterday was a big wrong. He cleared all my doubts. Painful, but it's okay.
Truth is still absolute. Believe that.Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined. And even when truth is more cruel than any lie.
Perhaps to you, what you've promised are too insignificant for you to remember. But to me, they mean something, that I've always long for it to happen.
This life's too drama for me to endure. I'll try not to think of you anymore, I will.

Bye stranger. I've woke up from my 4 years of stupidity.

P/S: Happiness doesn't come cheap. If it did, we would all be smiling.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

10:23 PM

Friends? Too vague for me.

Saw Alson yesterday & I think I saw Fadzli today. There's some eye contacts but I didnt have the guts to like say 'hello'. Hah missing those childish days.

Prjs are all throwing & piling up at us. Feeling the tense again~ Sacrifice my sleep last night cos' me being very last minute, I had to finish my Fashion's scrapbook. But guess what? I/we only earn myself/ourselves 2 pathetic marks for being a good student. Basket, I thought we are supposed to hand up but it turn out otherwise~ Best.
On a side note, I'm kind of upset not taking a design course instead after taking Fashion. I can only enjoy myself as a 'design' student for a semester. Stereotyped by the 'design got no future; got no rice bowl~' Haha but what to do~ I'm stucked; halfway through alr.

Anyway, I got into Marketing. 'More future?'

NGY says:
HHAHA. but you just have to acknowledge the fact that people have changed..

Friday, November 14, 2008

8:28 PM

Not anymore the 2nd.

I'm suffering from a super itchy throat the minute I woke up. Then I shouted at my nephew just now cos' he's really acting like a HAHAHA. (If you knw me well, you knw I dont really like kids. Especially when they act like a brat la) So my throat worsened badly~ Tsk.

I attended ALL lectures this week. Claps~

When you tell someone, your deepest darkest secrets about yourself. You will always have this nagging fear that this someone might betray you one day. I told Evelyn alot of my inheart secrets, but I have absolute faith that she will not pass my secrets on to others.

Its a piece of cake to find someone to share gossips with you. But secrets? I dont think so.

Trust is very fragile. You break it,you lose it forever.
I think I'll get assaulted & suffer to death if I leak our her dark secrets HAHAHA. Erhem fierce siol~

P/S: Happy girl with happy friends ;)

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息

Thursday, November 13, 2008

8:57 PM

Are you really the one I talk to that day?

I've got dry eyes and floaters in my vision. I think I need to visit the ophthalmologist cos' it's quite uncomfortable siol.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

11:34 PM

Abrus precatorius

Skipped 2 lectures, one morning one afternoon, yesterday. Head town with Huimin straight after tutorial. Girls shopping as usual. I saw a fucking beautiful coat from Zara, so wanna buy it on the spot. But on second thought, hello I'm in no-four-seasons Singapore!!! I'll most probably get heatstroke la duh. Recently I'm obsessed with trenchcoats man~ We were searching high and low for caps at FEP while waiting for the time for our hair appointment. I saw Subcrew's caps but I was wondering if it's authentic & there's not many there :( So she got hers at that store while I bought mine at Pescados. Then went to that salon, very malaysian style. Caught the ending bit of DeathRace over there. Damn high siol that movie, why didnt I catch it at the cinema~ Kinda disappointed with their service & Huimin's stylist was abit urm ... not very professional HAHA. Mine was okay la, a bit better than hers. But my stylist over-trimmed my hair until fugly. Damn short inside which will make it fucking dishevelled. Zzz it's the first and the last time definitely ... I don't knw why but I love red hair, never sick of it HAHA ;) Maybe blue-black next time like Huimin.

P/S: Used to your style of reply.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

8:37 PM

Thanks for the Memories

I learnt many new words today, from Marketing tutorial. HAHAHA. (I'm having my siesta.) And today Fashion was kinda fun; we are suppose to choose the fabrics we want, to come up with our own silhouettes. I learnt quite a bit about the designers like Coco Chanel, wow she is really cool i tell you. Watched a video clip about her & there's the young Karl Lagerfled.
I'd been skipping lectures, especially OB. I want to go but ya you knw that feeling ... I'm not going for tmr one either, oops.
My Marketing tutor called me at 7pm to ask if I'd attend her tutorial today.Wtf she didnt notice my presence? How sad HAHA.

I'm heading town tmr with Huimin, skipping lecture most prolly again :O

I'm getting my pay in 2 hours' time. No more money coming in after that~ :(

P/S: Ever since I stopped working, my weight has been increasing. Work makes me stand whole day & not munching on food, so ... damn irritating.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

11:05 PM

Happy 18th, Guohao! ;)

School is fun today. But my bloody neck is so painful that I cant turn right, cos' I guess I didnt sleep properly last night. I'll be choosing my Diploma on the 11th! D: In a dilemma again, but not so serious as compared to the post-O level period HAHA. Most prolly taking Marketing la I think ;)
I spent my money swiftly on F21 before I get my pay. Vroom~ I spent on 2 bags, 2 tops & accessories. I alr planned what to do/ buy when I get my pay, sounds like Huimin HAHAHA. I'm going to dye my hair on Fri with her, so say bye to money again.

I miss working. I miss working. I miss working. I miss working. I miss working. I miss working. I miss working. I miss working. I miss working. I miss working. I miss working. I miss working. I miss working.
When I work, I nag. When I don't work, I still nag. Urgh.

P/S: My sister just scolded me 'fuck', but she apologised after 5 seconds. I forgive but cant forget, remember?

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

10:29 PM

Earth is revolving. People are changing.

I took this.

I took that.

Solving the bloody geeky mind-cracking game

School has been very boring, super slack still. I skipped all lectures on Monday cos' the cramps are way to painful. I think 11am classes are still too early for me, HAHAHA I'm still not contented with my timetable :O
I've got so many weird nicknames today. Maggot la, dungbeetle la, all came out from Huimin's mouth randomly ... You knw her~ But since she's helping me to buy my F21 stuffs online, thou shall forgive her HAHAHA. She wanna buy this Zebra slippers, cute right ;)

P/S: Pay Day is cominggggg~ ;)

Sunday, November 2, 2008

12:42 AM

Down to 5.

Chomp x2 with Ps, Dan, Bj & Anchun for dinner. Ate the usual finger-licking but oily food. Chit-chat & eat. Anchun said my face became magnified from far while he's ordering his Hokkien Meeeeee. Bastard D: Slacked at Serangoon Garden Village's Coffee Bean then Anchun & Dan came up with some fucking brain-killing mind games that involves numbers. Technically the games are logic but they make us or only me feel so noob & stupid. So we ended up swearing while playing. I was multi-tasking; playing with Dan's DSLR & solving those 'games'. Solved 3 or 4 out of like duno knw how many more stupid games they still have lol. I think their poly friends who teach them are srsly 100% geekos HAHA. (I'm so gonna play with my polymates too **) Head home at 10 plus & I cabbed home cos' the fucking 136 is damn slow~ Then the cab driver duno is dozing off or what, also drive daaaaaamn slowly so it cost like 9 bucks for such a short journey la. F.
There are pictures for sure~ Just wait. ;)

Click on http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org and take a look at Nick Vujicic, he is so amazing! D: Julius kept pestering me to go w him for the talk like now.

P/S: Am starting to adore Club Monaco. But right, I cant afford.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

2:49 AM

I wanna go Bangkok/ any other places except S'pore on Dec break.
I wanna have a 4e3/ any chalet again on Dec break.
I wanna do something meaningful on Dec break.

November now, December next, then X'mas & 2009 arrive so suddenly.

Hi Veron, stop emo-ing.
Hi Peishan, faster end your annoying O's.
Hi Nigel, stop canoe-ing.
Hi Gabriel, stop disappearing.
Hi Dan.
Hi Bjorn.
I think I missed out a lot of ppl. ( I've got a big circle of friends la ) You knw who you are la ok.

Lets go out please. I organise, you better have time for me i tell you ~