A Long Farewell. A New Beginning.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

12:47 AM

Everything's somehow wrong today...awkward. Macroecons presentation in the morning...I did my part wrongly, fuck. Daniel's house. Fucking long-wait steamboat. And there's some mysterious scandal while waiting @ United Sq. HAHAHA~
Heh I lost money on blackjack, I think I need to call 1800-X-GAMBLE. But I'm gng to recoup my losses tmr I hope.

I don't knw why but there's a slight bit of him in you...that makes me think of him.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

9:59 PM

White.bike.

Has been leading a really hell schedule since the first 2 days of cny ended. You call this a cny period? All the last-minute projects were...ultimate. Everyday I go home with an empty stomach, growling and feeling cold. So pathetic lol.

Anna Sui's collections are....so damn beautiful.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

12:16 AM

I've been eating way too much. Bloody hell. Ba kwa is too seductive. And my 1st day's red packets aint very much except for...my parents. Aww 4 bucks is like the trend already :| So, Happy Lunar New Year! (:

Wednesday onwards is gonna be hell, period.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

12:05 AM

My glasses spoilt due to my carelessness. Best, waste $ again.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

2:43 PM

Istolethesefromgab's

Being emotional

Met up with the oldies yst night for some catching up & since Jonathan has gala tickets for The Wedding Game. The movie was ...utterly speechless. Not to my liking and it was kind of a NC16 heh i dont knw, so 2/5 for the laughters. But Fann Wong is definitely pretty! I bet all eyes were on her when she walked in to the cinema...gorgoeous~
Anyway, the night was well spent...awesome ;)

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, He's Just Not That Into You, Valkyrie, Revolutionary Road...so many nice movies coming up! And I wanna watch Changeling~

Thursday, January 22, 2009

9:52 PM

I've got a really gay hair now. How am I gonna face people tmr and get mock at~~ Awww.

P/S: Sry and tyvm for today Huimin~~ Loves!

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

8:18 PM

Half of the battle is gone.

Both Stats & Accounts tests were killer, I thought I knw but I'm so bloody wrong. My classmates are so smart~~ Anyway OB presentation was good I think and the skit. My groupmates are the best until now I feel. So the tense is finally over.
Am skipping CDS tmr to do my hair @ Jeric. HAHA best, vainpok.

Fuck you. Why didnt I heard what you say about me~ Shit.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

11:17 PM

I can't wait for tomorrow to end (!)
And thurs and fri to arrive~~ Bloody hell.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

12:06 AM

I need to control my anger. Resentment.
'Dont expect too much.'

Friday, January 16, 2009

9:48 PM

Just friends

I bought 2 pair of shoes; one for my mother, the other one my sister's. Best I'm so filial~ And bought nothing for myself D: Ok anyway I forgot to blog that I saw Yuyang yesterday~ Heh I sound so bimbotic.

Projects are like never-ending. Suddenly every shit deadlines come like...really insane! Hate it. I gonna start my research on Anna Sui or Issey Miyake or whoever for my CDS. _|_

Jason Mraz's concert got wiped up like super fast. This shows his popularity~~ I wna go badly man (!) But left with single seats or side view seats ...aww.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

9:00 PM

Am very sick of taking public transportations. The waiting, squeezing...enough! Fuck, can't wait to be 18. Then get a license asap, by early 2010 or so...damn still so srsly f'king long~
My 09's resolution is working pretty well, unexpectedly. I felt really better and less annoyed...towards the negatives.

Forgive and Forget.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

9:02 PM

You call that ...flirting.

Steamboat last night was awesome! Jonathan's 18th. Great atmosphere, great food and of course the company. All the laughters and craps ...feels so good ;) And Nigel passed me New Moon as promised! Heh gonna start reading...when projects are mostly completed.

This resulted me to feel bloody sleepy today. And then the projects ....insane! Feeling extremely hungry and cold in the library. Then the journey to home is so sucky, during bloody peak hours!!!! Long waiting of buses, crowded buses = no seats, traffic jam ... my god.
A hungry wo(man) is an angry wo(man)!

Monday, January 12, 2009

9:21 PM

O's

The similar tense hall filled with not-so familiar faces, waiting for results. It's only last year when I gotten my own results and it was good, everybody else's as well. Too good to be true.

Hs is getting boring, the people I knew mostly all graduated...shall not go back anymore for any shit events heh.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

9:11 PM

I felt like dying (!)

Stomach cramps stopped me from going to the Tattoo Show 2009. Sux ballsxxxz! I wanna get inked on my 18th, maybe? Hehe.

In pain still ...my god.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

8:45 PM

When will Valkyrie be shown in Singapore's theatres?

This semester is ending real soon. Have to submit projects, do presentations, end-sem exams ...the old cycle goes and then new sem with new class, new classmates. What the. Too fast~ I hope my GPA will improve, but Accounting is f'kingly pulling my grades down. _|_

Ok anyway I will be most probably heading down to Hs on Mon since my dear Ps will be taking her O results. Text me if you're going or what, accompany me or something. Heh haha.

Very busy with projects now. Bye.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

9:02 PM

Ultimately... I stand alone.

It hardly comes by with someone who can read what's in your mind, those innermost thoughts. Someone whom you can speak to, anything under the sun...even emotionally. Someone who bothers, who know there's more to it and never dampens your unhappiness further. It's like seeing you through...literally.
I can count off the people whom i can say, really knows me well with a single hand at the very least. I lost a few. Salvaged...but no effect. And that is why distance really terrifies me, by a lot. Sometimes, I felt disheartened that everything's so tangible; people always leave. The impact is painful for sure. How minor stuffs breaks it so effortlessly, how one can forgets you and move on with his/her new life. I missed them...those great days.

Sadly, people come and go. Love or hate it. 'That's life.'

My new new year's resolution is to not expect too much. Just take things easily ...be independent and stay really strong.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

10:54 PM

I exceeded my spending today by a lot, in a few hours the money in my savings dropped drastically! Haha I've got new clothes for CNY already except for shoe; from F21 and H&M ...etc from sis's (!)
Ok am very happy to say that am going Yoga Lin's concert with ... Huimin! Heh.

Bloody projects' deadlines suddenly approaching secretly and damn sudden tests as well. What the. Stunned.

Monday, January 5, 2009

9:09 PM

This is reality. Not fairytale.
Cant rely on Prince Charming to save me from troubles, neither can fairies give me a perfect happy ending.

Five days of not going school. Am very happy. Gonna start going school tmr and start all prjs already. Very irresponsible and slack during this sem. LOL.

My sis told me the other day that the Prince Charming that appeared in every childhood stories are the SAME! Lol if this is really really true, then the prince is such a bastard.
And then she's not back yet, no news no calls no nothing. She suppose to be back today i think. The whole family is so worried. Best.

Last episode of Nya Nya~ No more Little Nyonya fever.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

12:03 AM

I feel like eating

Botak Jones
Popeyes
Roti Prata
Satay
Sambal Sotong
Spaghetti

.... etc now.

My god.

Friday, January 2, 2009

4:09 PM

Dreadful school

I did pretty well for Macro (my classmates did much much better than me. What the.) but Accounts was a haha and Stats was a big fat C. Thought I would do well for that, at least a B ... My mother has been pestering me to go for BA tuition but it's so loserish la. LOL.

Skipped school today & slept till now~ I like.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

3:10 AM

Hello 2009. Goodbye 2008.

Countdown at Esplanade; spent the last few hours with great company. But it sucks. The crowd was insane, getting touched and stepping of feets. Wah f'king pissed off with those fucktards. Imagine taking about one and a half hour walking from CityHall to Esplanade when you actually could take less than half an hour ... F. I swear nvr to go countdown again! But the fireworks was simply magnificent, damn awesome & a tad bit of sadness engulfed me. Vroom .. how a year just past.

2008 was alright, nothing of a wow. 06 and 07 are the best until now. 365 days gone. Another year means nearer to doomsday. Anyhow, I'm turning 18!! Which means I can learn bloody driving ;)

No new year resolutions this time cos' I cant stick with them, come and go, or maybe just one for now - grow slimmer, stop eating junk food.

So ... have a blessed year ahead! Huuuuuuuuuat ar ;)