A Long Farewell. A New Beginning.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

2:24 AM

Long long day

Shopping with HM @ Town. No clothes to buy~ Saw this tote at Marc by Marc Jacobs. Wanted to buy but not sure if my sister likes it. So right now at this moment, I'm very determined to get that. If she dont like then I'll use it! Hehe.

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(Pangseh HM) Last minute Shinjuku Incident Gala Premiere @ Vivocity. Oh Daniel Wu is so damn skinny, what the. He's hot but um I dont like LOL. The movie is fucking violent. All the killings & bloodshed...and they are all very sudden, damn high. I think the cinema only has Jinyi's & my scream~ Thanks to Jonathan, I always have Gala or concert tickets~ ;)

4/5

Sunday, March 29, 2009

9:56 PM

Predicament

Time check: 7am.
Weather: Bloody hot & humid.

Woke up that early to pray. Drove down all the way to Bukit Batok. The place claims to be for all the Ongs. That place damn nice, I hope my urn will be situated there~ LOL. Anyway there were bloody lots of people, too many. Imagine the weather, the time....and the people D: Luckily it's not at those cemetery, if not....
I wonder if the younger generations like me will continue with this tradition until i dont knw when. I know nuts about the procedures....

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What is and What should never be

Dont want to step in, fall in and get trapped inside again. The history is not going to repeat itself. Shall not. And I'm struggling myself not to. That was and will be too much for me to handle...this is not a good sign. Thou shall not let it happen.

'People change...'

I felt I'm changed too. Naturally? But...
When you feel like giving up, ask yourself why you held on it for so long in the past.

So how long do I have to continue to fill up the blanks between us...

Friday, March 27, 2009

11:30 PM

Drama, an escape from harsh reality

Chalet was awesome...turned out to be good, real good. Except for the thirsty mosquitoes. Lepak, talk cock, ban luck, mahjong, chinese chess, bbq, endless laughter...and alcohols. All the dramas were so memorable...and it ended too quickly. Good times dont last, how true is that.

Went over to Nigel's place in the afternoon. Celebrated his birthday. A small one. Ordered pizzas and it doesnt taste good lol. Lepak.

I had the best week. Did you?

P/S: Sleep deprived.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

11:28 PM

Happy 23rd Birthday.

Visited Nigel with Dan & Bj. Poor guy with all the needles and tubes...like bedridden now. Gonna celebrate his birthday in hospital, how special haha. Then surprised Jy at her workplace, catch-up a bit while having her break... That's all.

My sister went for Coldplay's concert and she said it was very very awesomez. Ah I wna go for angmohs concerts~ Then one of her friend bought her a YSL mail wallet, wtass. To me the wallet looks okay only HAHA sour grapes...but it's YSL! Uh.

Nephew & nieces. The boy is my fav! HAHA.

Does he look like a two year old kid? (Fking naughty man...)

Chalet tmr! :S

Monday, March 23, 2009

10:08 PM

Happy 58th birthday, old man.

Flew Jinyi's aeroplane today, damn guilty cause I was the one who asked her out D:
Today's the worst day ever in my life. Fainted, thanks to the torturous pain....zz.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

11:07 PM

Obstructions in life

Finally I head out today, with friends. Spend the half of my Sunday at Giant and bought so many stuffs for chalet. The crowd was.....obviously since it's a Sunday. Ordering BBQ food online is so much easier than marinating your own food, it taste nicer even though it's slightly expensive...HAHA alright anyway Im not marinating the frozens so I shall stop the complain. Brought one bag of frozens home and I realised my freezer is so bloody small. Lol what the.

This whole week is gonna be busy. Chalet and like what 4 birthdays?! Dang.

I'm still in my holidays while the rest in uniforms have to go back school tmr. Ouch. Hehe.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

11:51 PM

Caught a new Korean Drama : The World That The Live In aka Worlds Within, starring Hyun Bin and Song Hye Kyo etc. HAHAHA HYUN BIN MY NEW LOVE ;) Noticed him since KimSamSoon....wow charming man.

Friday, March 20, 2009

12:21 AM

You're still the same...like before.
Dude, please behave like a man.
Holy shit.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

11:16 PM

Overdosed by all the TaiwanDramas' love stories.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

8:38 PM

Sun with Moon

Dinner at Sun With Moon @ The Central yesterday with the family. The food is damn fking awesome; the sushi, the beef, the cheesecake desserts...ah craving for it now~ It's much better than Sushi Tei but the latter is still nice la. How to resist such good food you tell me?! HAHAHA slimming down plan hereby failed. Then the entire Clark Quay is filled with Manchester & Liverpool fans; all wearing their jerseys...wow night life.

I NEED MONEY. I NEED TO WORK. AH.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

11:20 PM

4/5

This film is nice, not very wah, but it's still worth-watching. I think it's more of a girlfriends movie. Those suffering from love dilemma should watch it and get enlighten somehow. Bradley Cooper is so charming. Ah. And thanks to Jy for being firm on her stand and drag me to watch it no matter what...I got brainwashed by my sister that it's a lousy movie.

Finally a date with her...rarely see each other this sem. All the catching up, yay (!)

Are you real or was it a mirage?

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

11:32 PM

Happy girl... Happy day! :):)
Hasn't had that feeling for...idk years maybe?

Ok anyway, despite the bloody cui results that totally spoilt my mood in the day...um I filled with joy aftermath. Hehe. So for now, fuck Accounts. You pulled my grades down and I suffered in your hands for a year. Ah thank god I will not be taking that subject again anymore. Is it?

YAY IM A BLOODY YEAR 2 GIRL.

P/s: Thanks. You knw who you are.

Monday, March 9, 2009

11:42 PM

I know too many March babies. Uh.

Bff.

P/S: Red Jumpsuits tmr! :(

Sunday, March 8, 2009

12:06 AM

The runaway found

Received a call and it turned out to be Ps. I know something was amiss, somehow. Speaking everything in Mandarin...

'Eh you guess who I saw...somebody link to you.'
Without second thoughts, the name flashed in my mind.
'____?'
'YA! He working.'
Before I utter out that name, I was asking her whereabouts eagerly.
'Vivo.'
'RLY?!!!! I'M AT VIVO ALSO LEH~'

So continue asking all the nonsense...hung up the phone. I was turning red. Smiling like some retard while eating. Feeling extremely uncomfortable. 30 mins later, I saw her outside the restaurant. Benny and her. Both wearing red. Ah that's fate, cause we didnt plan to meet after the phonecall at all. Yea.

'He wearing tie, formal shirt...'
Then Benny smiled 'Maybe Zara or Crocodile? Why your face so red...'

Seeking aimlessly for that familiar face or back, trying my best to focus...for once I felt Vivo is so bloody big. And with family, I'll have to follow their back so which means I cant wonder off on my own.
....

Nothing. Not a look alike at all.

Fate? Nah, not on you and me.
Two damn years since I last saw you. And not even a glance today. Im not trying to be seen as pathetic...but at least I heard something about you. Today.
I didnt know the feeling is still staying.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

12:18 AM

What is and What should never be

Drenched twice yesterday. Afternoon and night. Now I've got a bloody flu. So weak. But the under-the-rain feeling was nice.

Kinship, Friendship and Love.
God gave me a higher percentage of Friendship.
Subjective. But not many has it.
....

Thanks, God is rather fair. I think.

P/S: Happy 18th dear Ps.

Friday, March 6, 2009

12:54 AM

Awesomez.

Ps, V, Gx, G, D, N, J, Ch, H, Bj.
Though it was months since we last meet up, the attachment is still there somehow. Full of endless chattering and lame jokes/craps...they made my day. 3hours Sakura dinner, celebrated Ch & Ps adv birthday and as a 'farewell' gathering for Gab. Hehe.

Thanks to you-knw-who for taking a longer route with me...and hope you like the present, Ps :)

On the side note, my sister kept flaunting Jason Mraz's this and that to me after she came back from the concert....aww. So fucking regretted not going man :(

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

11:37 PM

Rain and Tears all the same

Back to watching Taiwan Dramas...I completed The Concerto 协奏曲 in a day. So this shows how bored I am at home. Anyway I prefer how these idol dramas interpret love story cause it's simply rare in reality. Forever love...what is that.

Out with the usualz tmr...Finally! :):)

P/S: 20 feb, 30 march....Clueless.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

12:58 AM

Sometimes I wish I contracted Prosopagnosia.

Monday, March 2, 2009

7:44 PM

3.5/5

Daniel, Steve, Veto, CL, Sean, Leow & HuiKiang. Wanted to catch Slumdog...but the seats was a joke. I thought Marley&Me was good, with all the good feedbacks but it was a okay only. The dog was cute though.

Overdue pictures: