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2009-10-27T20:07:00.002+08:00

I'm done with blogger. Not deleting but just leaving it; deleting means I'll lose my history haha.

likebefore.tumblr.com

2009-10-24T20:22:00.005+08:00

Completed my mock test. Me acting smart...tried to do many stupid things unconsciously. LOL. But my super nice Indian instructor was 'Ok xiao jie lucky you kena me~' So he passed me in the end. ^^

'Yay I'm done with all my driving prac lessons....'
TP on the 18th Dec...damn long. What up~~ ;)

2009-10-22T23:20:00.003+08:00

'In musicals, there's always a happy ending, but, in life, sometimes when you get what you want, you end up missing what you left behind. Whether it's your roommate, or time spent with your child, or even the music you used to hear, in your head.'

-Scrubs

Ok my Amath became rusty. I cant do simple algebras that look complicated. Omfg. All the concepts used to be at my fingertips ): I was basically stucked and as the tutor was going through the formulae....I was like 'Fuck, I should know them.' HAHAHA HELL.

2009-10-19T19:21:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder if anything's absolute anymore. Is There Still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable,left to interpretation, grey. Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we're faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us.

-OTH

Ok first day of school is pretty boring. 3 hrs of tutorial became 1.5hrs. My tutor was very nice. Haha.

2009-10-18T21:05:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday bff (!)

Last night was an awkward but awesome night! Haha a birthday celebration and gathering before hell starts. Cafe Del Mar was not as good, so the company made a difference. Great to see everyone~ Usual nonsense and laughters. And gifts from those who came back from overseas ;) Agnes b choco is f nice!

P/S: Report 9am tmr. Tutorial. WTF.

2009-10-15T23:42:00.002+08:00

I understand that friends do not have to meet up, talk or do the 'friends thing' often. But um... when was the last time I saw you, or even catch up a lil with you?
I cant remember.

So your ultimate choice: Boyfriend over friends.
Such a waste.

On the side note, I found many awesome friends through years. It's lengen.....(wait for it) ....dary. Haha

2009-10-12T23:52:00.003+08:00

It made me wonder how many times we forgive just because we don’t want to lose someone, even if they don’t deserve our forgiveness.

-eletheowl

Your unintentional expression might have just hurt someone.

2009-10-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

(Damn cute hahaha)

2009-10-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

To wish impossible things

Town with Jy.
Ate xiaolongbaos ^^V
School's starting.
Driving is... downright stressful :|

2009-10-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

'Everything happens for a reason.'
And as far as I knw, there isn't a decent one that can possibly end this tie.

Twist of fate? Right, the only reason I believed.

2009-10-06T15:40:00.003+08:00

When is the timetable ever gna be out?! I cant plan my driving lessons _|_

2009-10-05T01:29:00.002+08:00

In that moment, I felt my heart break. And I thought, “I can’t live without you. I don’t want to live without you,” and then it slowly crept into my mind that no matter how bad I wanted or needed you, it wouldn’t matter. Somehow, and very painfully I was sure, my life would continue. With or without you.

-Eletheowl

2009-10-04T01:33:00.002+08:00

Locked hearts and hand grenades

Just met with the usuals for sparklers playing @ my house downstairs. Silly friends who have deprived childhood haha. This time, 2 years ago, I was sick either! Haha coincidence or what.

P/S: My first practical lesson starts on mon. Omfg.

2009-10-03T17:27:00.004+08:00

Welcome 2 Taiwan

Day1:
The flight was damn bumpy, encountered many turbulence and landing was bad. The first sight of Taiwan was a disappointment haha cause it's extremely diff from what I see from tv. The weather was exactly the same in Spore. Dilly-dally for god knows what reason and my first meal was Mac~ Hotel was awesome; comfy and big suite. Love Taiwanese channels! First stop @ XiMenDing. Couldnt get used to the fact that dustbins are rare in Taiwan lol.

Day 2:
Visit Taiwan Tourism Bureau and a University. The girls there were kinda deprived for guys...cause majority were girls in their course. So which means ugly guys turned out to be rather handsome in their eyes haha. Fucking heavy rain @ JiuFen & ShiLin. Drenched like fuck, thanks to those who voted 'go'. So we didnt managed to enjoy and shop... XXL chicken was delicious but oyster omelette was even tastier; fresh and sweet oysters~ (I never eat oysters in my 18 years of life.)

Day 3:
Damsui was breath-taking! Fucking strong winds that stops you from walking normally haha. Went WuFenPu & RaoHe... Very bugis and due to time constraint...I didnt get to buy a lot of stuffs. I saw 蝴蝶姐姐 & 小甜甜 LOL.

Day 4:
Gave a miss for the HotSpring. I must say Starbucks srsly has world class service hahaha. Then went Avon cosmetics... My roommates and Hm decided to sneak out @ night. So we took metro to ShiLin... and we totally act like typical tourists hahaha. Sadly the night market closed damn early due to bloody rain again~ We ate oysters again, too much craving for them. I like Taiwan's vehicles, no laws one hahaha. The cab ride was fast and the way the meter works is totally diff from Spore. Cheap cheap~

Day 5:
Visit a club restaurant. Then 101 and Eslite Bookstore!! Spent lotsa money there...I bought Comme des Garcons! Hehehe. But the weather was lousy, so the view wasnt that nice. Sneaked out again to XMD this time...but sadly the shops closed damn early~

Day 6:
Free & easy day so we went XMD. Then set off to the airport~~

All in all, Taiwan is fantastic! Just that the itinerary and tour guides suck...which lead to the result of eating disgusting food. I'd been breathing in exhaust fumes and smelly tofu, I wonder if my lungs are still functioning~~ And I was basically sick for the entire trip, loser haha. So... Im having mixed feelings; missed Spore when I'm at Taiwan and vice versa. Good to be home actually... Did I mention that we have to do project for this trip?! Hell yea.

P/S: I'm away from the cyber world for 6 bloody days.

2009-09-24T00:05:00.000+08:00

"The worse thing is caring about someone, wondering how they are and what they’re up to when the truth is they’ve stopped wondering about you a long time ago."

-Eletheowl

2009-09-23T01:21:00.002+08:00

The desperate kingdom of love

I'm seeing my 10years ago reflection in the mirror right now. I didnt expect my hair to be that short haha :/ Went to Chinatown alone to change currency...the people there are kinda hostile. Caught 'Accident' gala, lame wtf show~ No celebrities at all, I thought you knw Louis Koo or at least someone might come but no. Slacked at Hongkong Cafe with N & Jy. Ok lets hope our graduation trip will be successful ;)

I'm so not excited for the trip..............why is this so. Most of them have plans for the next upcoming week, thank god I have plan too haha. I'm more excited about the mid-autumn gathering thing LOL.

2009-09-21T02:27:00.002+08:00

Fall apart, kept falling apart

Gamer was lame. (The trailer cheated me). Bought food from ChompChomp and went to Jon's. Singk, play pool and watch soccer matches. ManU vs ManCity was classic.
Today was like cny, the usual visit to Jon's. But um lesser people...

2009-09-17T23:25:00.002+08:00

The goodbye girl

Nike presentation's finally over. After seeing the year three's and comments given from the Nike people, I think our project are kinda not up to standard. Which is true if you wna compare to a professional market researcher la. But whatever, it's our bloody efforts without much of lecturers' advices. The whole thing took half a day, very bored cause I just went there to show my face only. So basically I was playing with Hm throughout hahaha. Looking forward to my bloody goodies bag but it's all false hopes! $%^&*(*&^%$#@!

P/S: 10 more days to Taiwan

2009-09-16T21:54:00.003+08:00

You suck like fuck

Working full shift consecutively is rly tiring. My legs ache like $#@!@!~* My pay is finally here, damn pathetic. Even the full timers there agree...but what to do. Have to wait for the cheque to process, which means I'll have to wait till Friday~
I hvnt get my jab yet...kept dilly dally-ing until I only left a weeks' time. And Punggol is so ulu that I can hardly find a clinic/ got clinic but no vaccine.

Tmr is finally the nike thing. Hell yeah. Damn pissed off with the entire thing. Cant wait for it to end srsly.

P/S: 11 more days to Taiwan

2009-09-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

Welcome to my world

Life is pretty much boring w/o money. Overspent previously and I'm suffering now...even touched my savings. For driving and taiwan, my savings dropped drastically )': Passed my ftt, I was lucky caused the questions are damn easy unlike trial test's. Work at ngee ann temporary and paid me cash right after work, thanks to that I've got few bucks to spend... ;) Catch up w Weilis for a couple of minutes since I spotted her at work.

Watching The O.C currently. Hahaha damn slow I knw...nice show yay!

2009-09-10T01:09:00.002+08:00

090909

If I didnt drag the impromptu movie, if Jon didnt pester me, if I didnt eat my dinner before meeting them, if we wasnt watching Gforce @ Amkhub, if I didnt go to the washroom after movie...just that minor few minutes, I would have missed seeing Wz and Zy in the lift! One whom I had crushed on during primary 1/2! That was like...nearly 10 years?! They could still recognised me! Which means my face didnt change at all~ Hahaha omfg. It's good to see them in person; face-to-face & not just through Facebk. Hahaha though we rly talked like strangers... I was just browsing through their Facebk recently, coincidence or what.
Went to eat rly awesome bakuteh supper after that. Damn nice.

2009-09-09T15:26:00.000+08:00

I am so broke.

2009-09-08T01:22:00.000+08:00

Count yourself lucky

Ron's farewell @ Bliss. It was just like another usual gathering haha. Picked Gab up and off we went to T3. I was thinking if all of them serve the nation ard the same time...I'll srsly got no more friends man ):

2009-09-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

That's that

Chalet was more or less awkward. Most awkward chalet ever. The only common part we share is the drinking and the lame games. My classmates are alcoholic, and we all laughed like nuts at each other while drinking. No ton for the first time at chalet; occupied the whole bed with hm instead. Slept soundly till 6am.

Anyway on my way to ssdc, I fell down unglamly. Fuck it. Damn embarassing. And why is it when I under-dressed, I will meet people whom i knw.......

2009-09-03T00:51:00.003+08:00

F(riends) to A(cquaintances)

Lena's 18th @ Hardrock last night. Nice ambience & food. Great place w pretty girls & cute (angmoh) guys haha. Young Talents' night. Caught the ACS band, cheers to the charismatic vocalist. The only thing was Nigel & Bj didnt managed to join us... Anyway Jon's car was my mode of transport for the entire day; to and fro hahaha.

I spotted MsKhong @ Punggol Plaza today. Hell yeah! The last thing she mention confidently was 'Jonathan got gf alr right...' Lol some insider gave her the wrong info.

Class Chalet tmr! That clashed with my sister's flight. (Not really) looking forward to...but srsly hope it's just not awkward at all.

2009-09-01T00:30:00.003+08:00

'Your true colours'

Weekend was damn awesome. Two splendid dinners; one granny's, one mother's. Ate almost similar food consecutively. My extended family is too wide, becoming like strangers haha.

Morning call @ 830am wtf. Went back to hs. Spend the whole morning there till 130pm wtf. Too many unfamiliar teachers :( Saw a few old schmates. Missed the school; the juvenile-ish happenings yea. Work afterthat. Thanks Jon for being the ahmad the whole day ;)

Tmr's gna be another long day. Saw the email & felt turn off immediately. There's a price to pay if you wna excel. F it. But look forward to the night yea.

I THOUGHT MY PAY IS COMING TODAY. BUT HELL NO. ITS 15TH!!! FML.
My dear sister is going States on this friday....................... :(

P/S: Oh blogger's back to normal~

2009-08-29T13:45:00.000+08:00

Same stories, different roles

August's ending. Which means September's arriving; Tchers' day, Lena's birthday, more birthday celebrations, Classchalet, Nike(!!!) and so forth. Had been working and working, calculated my pay myself and it's not rly that outstanding that I thought it was ): Hope they will extend me but I rejected to work for this weekend, old folks' birthdays. Anyway finally received email regarding the trip yay! The itinery kinda suck but it's better than staying in Spore...right.

P/S: Is it only me or is blogger rly screwed up?

2009-08-23T14:00:00.000+08:00

Subconsciously unconscious

Three days consecutively: Hang clothes, pack the rack, take shoes... Too many fucking inconsiderate customers out there. And I think guys who follow their gfs to shop should get a life or maybe it's the clingy girls' fault...like will they follow their mothers for shopping? Just stay outside the store and wait dudes. Nonetheless there are still some kind souls, minorities. But I like working though for now. Collegues are all clickable yea. Maybe when I'm in the working society, I'll get sick of it. Life's like that.

There's an exam on Tuesday. And I'll really be a freebird.

2009-08-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

Fixing your lies with my own terms

Tests ended. Passed BTT. Drinking with polymates. Last-minute work on Sat. Aching all over after standing for 8 hours...too long nvr work alr. Enjoying every bit of my holidays srsly. Hvnt nua on my bed since...haha. Although I still got one exam one the 25th, who cares?! LOL.

I wna watch Orphan and UP. For now. Pls call me out, I'm very very very free srsly.

2009-08-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

WE ARE SELECTED TO PRESENT TO NIKE. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! |m|

2009-08-10T01:23:00.002+08:00

Waiting. Thinking. Missing.

After steamboat + durians = heavenly
Today was like Chinese New Year reunion dinner. Watching NDP and kids saying the pledge on 8:22, damn classic. I must say this year's NDP was good.

Back to mugging~

2009-08-08T18:50:00.000+08:00

Down, level down

Did well for my IJs, hope CCP wont disappoint me either. Thirty lame minutes of FAOM...and off to town with Huimin. Yesterday was awesomez, impromptu this and that. The town was filled with people, students wearing redddd. Missed that kind of celebrations in hs which I used to think it's quite redundant LOL. Anyway explored Ion, I think I like basement 4 best; fnice food and cute jap HAHAHA. And climbed the almost-killed-us flight of stairs to Mount Sophia to find my Comme des Garçons...been wanting to go there. Then drinking at usual place, like 2 lesbians/ losers haha.
The end. Full stop. Nothing else happened after that. ^^

But most imptly, The Hangover is such a fgood film HAHAHA. Very crude & many unsensored scenes but it's what makes the movie superb haha. Worth watching. You motherfkrs~~~ LOL.

B2 cannot withstand alcohol anymore, but still better than B1. HAHA |m|

2009-08-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

Double cross

I'd survived through the ordeal. It's so bloody stressful being a year 2, not fun at all. Tests were kind of screwed up, passable maybe. I'm actually liking my course now, for now. Told my mum I didnt wna further my studies anymore, and she was making a hella noise expectedly. Why oh why I got such a smart sister :/

I'm having holidays now. Well kind of. Just 2 more tests next week, 1 ppt and debrief tutorials. On the very very bright side, my grp got selected to present the Nike report to the lecturers yay. Hardwork pays off |m| And on the further bright side, I'm going to Taiwan! That's the way of life~

Was supposed to start work tmr...but due to the misjudgment of dates, I'm jobless now. Haha jobseeking and send resume nonstop again~

I wna watch movies, wna drink, wna gamble... After today, I realised my classmates are all hardcore alcoholics~

2009-08-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

A new month

Am starting to breathe bit freedom now. Prjs ended yay. There's still 2 presentations & endsem starts on Monday~ Endsems are so vague...esp Faom. Screwed up that presentation either, uh not gna bring it up anymore _|_ JobInterview with Hm & Robert. Finally managed to have a glimpse of Ion...has been a month since I went to town. Splitted up & met Jy for HalfBlood Prince. Not so nice cause I re-read the book again, too many details left out. But who cares? Lol. Saw you-knw-who @ Cathay. HAHAHA. Kinda shock our life.

I NEED A JOB.

2009-07-26T17:54:00.002+08:00

So memorable, my rock-on 18th

Just one single step into the room...I was aimed by cans of sprays, the room was blast with party pops and happy birthday songs sang by nine awesome friends. Had a hard time blowing those 'strong' candles and adding saliva on the awfully chocolate cake. Playing five-ten, who where what huh, drinking till our livers burnt (or is it only me~), and taking care of me when Im drunk for half&hour. Wasnt giddy nor red until I drank that killer waterfall, thanks to Ron&Jon. 'Wont get drunk one la...' but after I drank it, it turned out to be 'I nvr drink before...' HAHA but I was strong, although subconciously I was about to do stupid things and blurt out my secrets. Anyway, who cares about prjs and school at that point of time?!

A big thankyou to Jy, Ps, Lena, Veron, Dan, Gab, Ron, Jon, Nigel, Bj and esp my sister! For the presents, the cards, the sneaky surprises, the non-stop wishing, the cake, the BMW spin, the last-minute waterfall and all the hassle! I thought my birthday would suck, but I was totally wrong. I felt so loved that my heart was tearing haha. Tyvvvvm xoxo (; Can this continue forever?

Thanks Huimin, Vivian and all the others who wished me through texts or fb~

I saw Cheryl Seng last night at Liquid...so shocked~ It took me 15 seconds to realise who she is. It was like 7 8 years since pri school?!
Oh yea back to reality now_|_

P/S: Photos in Fb! Blogger screwed up yo.

2009-07-24T21:46:00.002+08:00

Serves me right

Today was the eve. And it's normal. School then home. I'm at home, doing prjs, counting down myself haha. I thought July was the period whereby there's no prjs, no tests, no nothing.

I'll turn 18 in a few hours time hey. But I dont feel hype about it...like another normal day. Ah nonetheless, tmr night will be a usual gathering at least ;)

I wna go ION! Hvnt breathe the town air since.............

2009-07-18T19:35:00.002+08:00

Broken pact

Next week's gna be worth-anticipating. 20th and 2 prjs submission yay...and 25th! Gaga. Prjs are still 3/4 done, looks completed but not yet. Lucky me cos' Im neither editing nor compiling. After the submission, est straightaway. One after another, too bloody near~ No more school, just left with consultations and mbs -.- Every consultation, the tcher will say 'why so stressed up....why wna cry...why so tired...' You all should knw very well what. Lol~

Friend. This month's ending, you knw.

2009-07-15T00:29:00.003+08:00

So tired.
So stressed.
So annoyed.
that makes me feel like quitting school.

Celebration of the two Vs today. Didnt rly enjoy the steamboat but company was good. But the only thing in my mind is to finish my prj part and jump to my bed. Prjs are sucking away my energy. Ftw. Back to reality check~

Anyway there's a Taiwan trip for Mrkting students, but the available slots are pathetic. I hope I'll be the chosen one LOL. Comparing with Japan trip and what else...Germany? I think Taiwan seems pathetic haha.

2009-07-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

Hello Monday. You came too fast.

My addiction for Taiwan dramas is back~ So I spent my entire weekends watching the show...and nua at home. What's prjs?! Haha. Blue is so handsomez~ as always.
福气又安康 ^^V

2009-07-12T13:56:00.003+08:00

Liquid Kitchen on Friday night. A good break from all the stress we had. Chill & drink with friends is the best way to enjoy your life. No pictures to capture the moments, sad~

'Our group like becoming smaller...'
'I dont mind smaller group...closer friends.'

True and untrue.

2009-07-10T12:53:00.000+08:00

TGIFF~

French class was interesting...but I was very tired and eyes are so dry. So if you're complaining about Singapore's Mrt lines, look at Paris! HAHAH.

2009-07-06T21:45:00.003+08:00

Back to zero

Am so fucking tired. Prjs are like a serial killer, torture you and make your life miserable. I've got bloody 5 prjs! FIVE. Ftw. And right after the deadlines, my EST is next. Fantastic. The only good thing is that I got longer holidays, like more than 2 months?! Yay.

Sis's commencement tmr! When can I say bye to education...but eh I dont wna face the working politics either. Life is so _|_.

I REALISED MY SISTER LOOKS LIKE THE OLD ME. I LOOK LIKE THE OLD HER. OMFG NOOOOOOOO~ :'(

2009-07-04T23:13:00.003+08:00

Park Avenue princess

MBS prj in the morning. But I came school for i-dont-knw-what. I didnt contribute anything at all.....all the access terms ftw.
Sat for almost 5hours @ Jeric. The first cut was kinda unbearable...mixed feelings. The process was terrible, from a frizzy dog-length hair to healthy flat hair ;) Loving the hair for now. I cant wait for Monday to come and surprised my friends~ NOT. Lol. I'll roll my eyes at unpleasant comments.

Spending my weekends for prjs....ftw.

2009-07-03T23:36:00.002+08:00

What's left

Even though there's boring lectures that make me hungry and sleepy, having bad headache after sleeping in lecture, long prj consultation.......durians @ 717 ended my day perfectly!

HAHAHHAA. My burp reeks~
I'm off to bed now. Srsly fucking tired. Im a homebody for this weekends and even the following ones _|_

2009-07-02T00:31:00.002+08:00

Thinking that you will change your second nature. But no, I still fall for it. Like always.

Thanks for the first part. Belated.

2009-07-01T00:54:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday dude.

2009-06-30T22:33:00.002+08:00

Pretense

Tutorial was less than 5 minutes despite being late for 15 mins. Wasted my sleep and traveling time. Having the rest of the day even though there's lectures. Ghosts of the girlfriends past was nice. Sushi Tei was fantastic as usual. The company was (not) great! Lol.

Lessons are so relax that I wonder why I go to school and pay so much for school fees.....haha but the prjs fever are enough to suffocate me. With all deadlines one after another.

BOE IP
FAOM IJ & GROUP
MBS GROUP
MRTRES GROUP
CB GROUP
CCP IJ & GROUP

I srsly hope I can fast forward to August. At least.

2009-06-28T16:31:00.001+08:00

The horoscope says: Contact a friend whom you have not talk to for a long time

Too many.

2009-06-25T00:40:00.000+08:00

Life is Toilsome

Prjs are so sucking away my freedom. There's so many theories to cover in each prj and no more last minute shit this time. I'm liking my group leader alr. Yea yea~

June's so ending. July's nearing. Then August and so on...to 2010 ftw. One year older means closer to death. Time elapsed unknowingly even though I'm always complaining about how slow it is. Irony. Haha so anyway I'm left with 3 more sems plus attachment...if all is successful. Realised I didnt do many constructive stuffs in my ongoing 18 years, I think my life is kinda wasted; too aimless. I got no plans for my supposed-to-be-promising future. And what now I think that Marketing doesn't suit me...................................fking shit. I feel that I lack of something as a marketer. I feel so screwed up. I'm not an extrovert person. No guts, no balls. |m|

Times like this, I wna live in some rural countryside and feed cows. LOL~

2009-06-24T20:59:00.002+08:00

Drag me to hell yesterday with Hm. Kinda waste of money. The sudden sound effects just freaks you out but visually it's damn ftw. Disgusted by the grossly old woman, the movie just tried to hard to make you scared but laugh as well.

Lesson learnt 1: Nvr watch scary movies with Hm. See that? C:

2009-06-22T22:53:00.002+08:00

FML yea |m|

First day of school was relax, so relax that I should just stay at home and sleep. My lecturers were so nice 'First day of school uh.......' Cant wait for the next long holiday srsly haha.

Thgt of doing smth big for my birthday, yea since it's 18th. But uh I cant plan stuffs, planned nicely and get rejected is damn depressing. And you call this person for the sake of "friends' friends" connections when you have no intention in inviting really turns off. And and money money, wasting unnecessary money spending this and that.
So point is it's just a day. Since you knw 2012 is the end of world wow, if you believe.

2009-06-19T19:51:00.003+08:00

Dont expect too much, like again hello.

Woke up early in the morning to select my cds. Being kiasu was wrong. Refresh continuously in the tp website for nearly 2 hours but it just fucking pissed me off. Ron was entertaining me with his crushes during that time. I got fed up and shall not waste my time further. Thanks to Jy for doing my cds yea. Accompanied my mom for her eye checkup at town. Sales everywhere~ But spend the most in lunch and dinner. Haha im not the one paying the bill anyway~

My nephew is damn cute. Like some 2 yrs old adult in disguise. (People who knws me well, knw that I hate kids haha irony.)

2009-06-18T21:52:00.002+08:00

5 years down the road

Gab Bj Dan Jon Ron Lena @ Gardens. Ate cheap cheap Astons. Chill out at Liquid Kitchen. Drink and chitchat yay. Love this feeling, cause it's been so long since.

2009-06-16T22:09:00.004+08:00

Illusory Memory

Collect my E71, that lousy phone. It's a Monday and the queue was long but fast. Then there's this man who was making a big hoo-ha over his phone or smth...the receptionist was like on the verge of crying. Damn poor thing. Hang out with G, Bj, D, Ps after so long. Night at the Museum 2 @ Vivo. Love the cupids. The show is so worth watching.

I wna watch Up!!!!! So cute.

2009-06-15T00:05:00.000+08:00

I JUST REALISED I'VE FORGOTTEN TO SAVE MY NEWLY-ADDED CONTACTS INTO MY SIM CARD. HAHAHAHAHAAA BEST~

2009-06-14T21:20:00.003+08:00

Spent my entire weekends with my family, especially my sister. Strange feeling~ So rare of her not going out with her friends on weekends. Went PC show today to...feel the crowd. What happened to recession?! Unemployment?! HAHA. Anyway I saw MrGary in train...damn stunned, he was heading down to PC show too~

Send my E71 for repair. Using some crap phone now haha sad~ Have to start doing all my individual prjs, time to hang out with old usualz, and buy all expired presents...got $ now! ;)

One more week to hectic school. Take back bloody turn off results. Ftw.

2009-06-09T00:45:00.002+08:00

Expires on 31 July

Prj in school, cycling and picnic with classmates @ East Coast aftermath. If you call that a class gathering and a picnic, with less than 10 people and chips plus drinks only. Haha damn cute. Wang came down specially to ferry me, such a nice ex classmate~ Anyway the sun was bloody glaring, perspiring and stink like hell. Butt hurts with wobbly legs haha. Burnt fats but ate Punggol NasiLemak with Hm afterthat, wasted! Selegie tauhuay is heaven~

Mon prj, tmr prj, wed prj~ What happen to holidays?! _|_ Too much of Sincere watch and Nike.....knw them at the tips of my finger alr~

2009-06-07T23:03:00.003+08:00

Mixed feelings

Tests for the whole of last week. Mugged for the whole week. Didnt touch my laptop for the whole week. Listening to 98.7 for the whole week. Stucked at home for the whole week. That's no life.

Hm's birthday. Shopping. Drinking. K. That's life yay.

Spotted the amazing sky, with full moon and fingerprints-like clouds

Look at the pink auntie

2 weeks of holidays aint holidays. Except that I dont have to wake up that early. All the prjs...group and individual wtf. And 2 weeks is damn fast, too fast.
Hvnt did what my bossy group leader asked me to do for tmr, deep shit HAHA.

Primary stage was the most carefree
Secondary stage was the most enjoyable
Poly stage is the most burdensome...right.

2009-05-31T23:37:00.001+08:00

Evelyn will be staying away from cyber world till 5June. Fuck midsems yay.

2009-05-28T22:37:00.002+08:00

Francais

French was fairly good for the writing test, listening's maybe a pass. My heart was literally thumping while doing the listening. The speaker talks in a rocket speed, couldn't catch it :( SPSS was a killer; nearly turned blind staring the com for 2 hours straight, typing in the numbers. Haha.

My sis got Wii. Yay. My parents will have something to do from now on and the focus wont be on me that much. LOL. My mother has a childlike side~

The bak zhangs are so tempting. I put on weight. Asshole.

2009-05-26T19:30:00.003+08:00

Mere connection

French test on thurs and I'm still procrastinating. Kept promising myself that I'll start at night (Nighttimes are the right time for me to concentrate...), but I get sleepy and 'ah fuck, go sleep.' LOL. Serious delays. Wrong mentality. I'm so dead.

Nest week's mid sem. Double shit.
Five papers. Triple shit.

Gtg out now! D:

I kept seeing your brothers. Where are you~

2009-05-22T22:43:00.002+08:00

The movie was very very nice, really superb. Maybe cos' I didnt read the Dan Brown's books. But nonetheless, it's really worth-watching la.

Went to Crocs Sale today @ Expo and the queue was insane. I wonder why these people doesnt have to work and where they get the determination to queue that is from TP to Safra~ Imagine I went there straight after school at 11plus. WTF. Overnight queue?! Haha. Wasted trip cos' the queue was srsly turn off uh. I rather pay more than waiting for hours and w/o having my size. Sour grapes HAHA~

2009-05-19T22:32:00.001+08:00

郭采洁: 狠狠哭
没有爱情遗言没有一句再见
偶像剧里的情节竟然会真实上演
你搂着她的肩对我视而不见
这个残忍的画面让我痛到极点
突然不想再看见你敷衍的那张脸
不想听你说的谎言

我狠狠哭了一整个冬天
把你留在昨天做纪念
一个人反反覆覆
去想去沈淀终於了解

爱狠狠哭完的那一天我也该忘记你的脸
我就在一念之间看见了春天
这世界仍然还是很美
我一个人静静听着音乐
偶尔想起你还是会掉眼泪
泪水全都是成长的体会

So gay, but I like.

2009-05-18T21:10:00.002+08:00

I'm a Direction Idiot

Woke up at 730am. Took a 45 min bus ride, plus waiting time. Went for lecture. And guess what? The lecture lasts for only about 30mins. And there's no more lessons after that only for this week. Damn wtf. Then got a sudden bad news from XiaoCharBor. Ended up we have to do surveys at town by today. So Hm was my ahmad for the day; I went home to change, she went home to change, go to school before we head to town. Ate our breakfast at 3pm. Was quite a breeze doing the surveys... the people were so nice amazingly. I think I'll get pissed off if I were them. Shopping, sales were almost everywhere but I bought nothing :'( Parking charges was hell, so were the ERPs.

Tmr 9 to 10. Wtf. So relax. I hope that XiaoCharBor don't spoil my day again.

P/S: I need new clothes.

2009-05-17T14:27:00.002+08:00

F4 fever

Finally had the chance to meet up with Jy. Our timetables always clash, either she end early or otherwise...and now she's at Sentosa; harder to meet up. So dinner with her last night, catch up and got my presents she got me from Korea yay. The first thing I asked her was 'Where's my presents~' Hehe.

Did FAOM prj late last night. And the numbers are making me dizzy. Turn off. Gna do other prjs...now. Tmr's is gna be a 9-11 day yay. Loving self-directing week.

2009-05-15T23:24:00.005+08:00

Come & go

Settled my crave for steak @ Astons with the usual people after school on Thurs. The queue at Cathay took ages as expected, and all were starving. But even so, the food was rly nice. Cheap and nice.

Today's FAOM tutorial was kinda fruitful for me. Catch no balls during lecture, maybe it was too early. But Andrewsia explained the tutorials and i got it...yay.

I must rly sit down and start studyingggg. French test next week and there's so many stuffs to remember. :| Next week will be kinda free cause it's fieldwork week for most modules! Not excursions but just no classes~
My sister went to Phuket happily with her friends, leaving me behind. Damn spoiled, keep going holidays~ Then there's always car racing under my block on random late nights, like now. Punggol is so happening HAHA.

2009-05-11T22:33:00.003+08:00

All that you left behind

I'm eating more than what I should,
I'm craving for steak since the day I missed Astons,
I'm feeling very emotional these days (dont ask me why, am not having my period either),
I'm missing my old friends,
I'm moving on with life. No choice.

And............mid-sem tests are coming, 3 weeks from now! Ftw.

P/S: Zoom to 18 and freeze at that age. I.So.Wanna.Drive.Badly.

2009-05-09T16:33:00.002+08:00

Screwed up

I was outside the whole day yesterday for more than 12 hours. Bloody lethargic with uncomfortable dry eyes. School, shopping then drinking (again). The sudden rain in the morning then bloody glaring sun in the afternoon. Took Huimin's car to her house. She's a steady driver la~ Much better than my sister's first-time. HAHA rare compliment from me. Went town to buy Gab's present, hang around and waited for the rest till near 10pm. The usual place, usual people. Pub was rarely that crowded but last night was totally different. Lucky for us, we always have the comfy room with ktv system yay. Leave pretty early last night without catching a glimpse of Daniel Aidil Steve. Missed out the fun.

Made a wrong move last night. Got irritated by people and myself last night.
'Am I the only person who bothers?' I sometimes wondered.

2009-05-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

Back to school

Saw this familiar hougean who wears thick make up during secondary school days, fringe covering half of her face, always carrying a comb and mirror on her hand...on bus! HAHAHAHA she's still doing the same old thing when she board the bus. Constantly touching her hair this and that. Never change uh HAHA.

2009-05-04T21:10:00.004+08:00

Despite sleeping at 10am sharp last night, i still feel fkingly tireddddd. Help i dont knw why. I managed to survive from 'monday blues' yay. Skipping school tmr to see doctor. Bye bye money.

Off to sleep :/

2009-05-02T15:52:00.004+08:00

Watched Taken @ Cathay. 4.5/5! The show was really good~ Too bad for the 16 & below HAHA. Dinner then drinking yay. Maybe we should have weekly outings to meet up..........Life as a year 2 aint that nice. I hope this feeling ends. Soon.

2009-04-28T21:47:00.003+08:00

Screw you hell

Gonna be stuck in school tmr for more than 8 hours. What the. I've got no time to see doctor lol making it sounded as though I'm very busy~ My mother was like 'Scarly you kena hand-foot-mouth disease or aids or swine flu'. Cute sial. I've got no fever, no rashes, just pain in my mouth....freaking me out only. I shall spend money on medicine asap.

Wed then Thurs then holiday. YAY~

2009-04-27T21:47:00.002+08:00

FF4 on Sat finally @ Cathay. 4/5. It's a very nice movie even though the racing scenes are not many.

***
First tutorial for the day. Met all my new classmates. Still getting used to it. 9am to 6pm is a killer. That applies for tmr due to make up class and Wed ends at 730pm wtf. I hope it ends earlier or sharply, since Nike boss should be very very busy~ So bloody drained off from school............uh. Gonna sleep early on weekdays like a loser.

My whole mouth/ lip is kinda swollen. Too dry too heaty, with ulcers. Shit. So torturous.

2009-04-23T21:51:00.002+08:00

TGIF TMR!

Attended French tutorial today. The tutor was a Vietnamese born in France. So means she speak so many foreign languages...envy. Learning French is fun, so fun. No regrets now. Practice makes perfect for pronunciation yay.

I guess everyone experienced the few minutes of strong wind last night. I looked down from my windows and the trees were like dancing vigorously. HAHAHA. Imagine if I'm on my way home....wtf freak me out siol. Bloody scary. Armageddon.

***
I'm watching Okto's documentary on Leprosy. OMFG. They are so so so poor thing.

2009-04-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hates school.

Morning rain made the weather so comfy, but I have to go school tsk. Didnt manage to change my cds. Wasted 2 days finding lecturers, do this never do that. Fuck all these shit. All slots are full on the second day, i expected it. So im stuck with French...wow goodluck me. I have to go school tmr and thurs while the most of the rest can relax~~~ Hell. Everything related to school just makes me fed up tsk.

Hates school. Hates new class.

P/S: I WNA WATCH FF4 YO.

2009-04-19T22:13:00.002+08:00

?!

Sleeping for more than 12 hours shall stop tomorrow. School officially starts. Hell. Meeting new classmates, studying new modules, squeeze and wait for buses....what the. The old routine goes on.

2009-04-17T20:54:00.002+08:00

Wonders why

On Thursday night, I've got 2 outings that crashed on each other; go picnic or go airport. I chose the latter one. Waited infront of Belt 32 listlessly cause Gab took too long to come out. Lots of Ngee Ann people. Then spotted my familiar friend, who is still very reluctant to cut his hair, pushing his luggages out. Yay.

2009-04-14T16:18:00.002+08:00

I got a new phone after like what 2 years?! Yay.

2009-04-10T23:38:00.003+08:00

Ignorance is bliss. How cliche.

Yesterday was good. Waited the vain guys for their haircut. There's always a thirty minute time extent or so whenever I meet them, it's like a regular habit cause they're always late. If the meeting time is 3pm, the actual time can be 4pm you know. So anyway we Kbox @ Cine. Wanted to watch FF4 badly but the seats were...wtf. Head down to drink. Played five ten and luck was very far away from me. Didnt feel anything last night, just hot.

But my head was spinning this morning.

P/S: No picttures.
And I apologised for being ridiculous yesterday. Srsly I have no idea what has got into me either, for godknowswhatreason I acted like a petty crap. Sorry~

***
Was channel surfing in the afternoon and was hooked onto the School of Rock film @ Channel 5. I remember Sec 3's music teacher showed it to us at...Apple's room? Ok whatever, just missed those days.

2009-04-07T22:39:00.006+08:00

4E3's 2nd.

Suming up...chalet was alright. The rain gave us a wet blanket. Watched S Factor, FD3. The guys started to drink after BBQ and they drank neat. So Clement was drunk again; it's a trend every year i guess. Ron & Jon came after midnight; endless chattering and laughter about our juvenile past, gossips, we drink and they smoke. Talk till 4am and halftime for Macs breakfast. The drama goes on with people like Ron & Jon...disturbing those who were soundly asleep; threw ice, water and strip. Haha Ok but they made the chalet more happening. Slept on and off. Caught Paul Blart the next day. I somehow wasted 6 bucks cause I dozed off during the middle. So I only watched the front and the back. Splitted with the rest.

P/S: We all grow old, change and move on.

2009-04-05T00:08:00.000+08:00

'False alarm.'

I hope this chalet will be as good as last year's. A pity that G & N cant be there aww... So stay tune for many many pictures yay.

2009-04-04T00:19:00.001+08:00

HS's way of life.

EVELYN says:
my polymates call me 'giao gui'
GIN.Y says:
LOLS!
GIN.Y says:
that time CNY my classmates also say that
GIN.Y says:
i think is our HS culture
EVELYN says:
HAHAHA
EVELYN says:
TRUE TRUE~

YAY. Not my fault ok. I was brought up in a gambling den/class/school for ard 2 years!

Second chalet~ Money come, alcohol come. Wheeeee.

2009-04-02T21:51:00.004+08:00

31 March
Celebrated Veron's belated 18th. With the usuals but lesser...

***

1 April
Sakae Sushi @ Parkway. Cycling @ East Coast.
Even though I'm not the one cycling, my whole body aches. My back, my legs, my butt....wow high man. Blue blacks start to appear on my legs, so ugly. My friends are so nice to ride me although they mock at me as well. HAHAHA it's okay~ The night is so windy...so fun. I shall go there more often.

More pictures @ Facebook!

2009-03-31T02:24:00.001+08:00

Long long day

Shopping with HM @ Town. No clothes to buy~ Saw this tote at Marc by Marc Jacobs. Wanted to buy but not sure if my sister likes it. So right now at this moment, I'm very determined to get that. If she dont like then I'll use it! Hehe.

***

(Pangseh HM) Last minute Shinjuku Incident Gala Premiere @ Vivocity. Oh Daniel Wu is so damn skinny, what the. He's hot but um I dont like LOL. The movie is fucking violent. All the killings & bloodshed...and they are all very sudden, damn high. I think the cinema only has Jinyi's & my scream~ Thanks to Jonathan, I always have Gala or concert tickets~ ;)

4/5

2009-03-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

Predicament

Time check: 7am.
Weather: Bloody hot & humid.

Woke up that early to pray. Drove down all the way to Bukit Batok. The place claims to be for all the Ongs. That place damn nice, I hope my urn will be situated there~ LOL. Anyway there were bloody lots of people, too many. Imagine the weather, the time....and the people D: Luckily it's not at those cemetery, if not....
I wonder if the younger generations like me will continue with this tradition until i dont knw when. I know nuts about the procedures....

***

What is and What should never be

Dont want to step in, fall in and get trapped inside again. The history is not going to repeat itself. Shall not. And I'm struggling myself not to. That was and will be too much for me to handle...this is not a good sign. Thou shall not let it happen.

'People change...'

I felt I'm changed too. Naturally? But...
When you feel like giving up, ask yourself why you held on it for so long in the past.

So how long do I have to continue to fill up the blanks between us...

2009-03-27T23:30:00.002+08:00

Drama, an escape from harsh reality

Chalet was awesome...turned out to be good, real good. Except for the thirsty mosquitoes. Lepak, talk cock, ban luck, mahjong, chinese chess, bbq, endless laughter...and alcohols. All the dramas were so memorable...and it ended too quickly. Good times dont last, how true is that.

Went over to Nigel's place in the afternoon. Celebrated his birthday. A small one. Ordered pizzas and it doesnt taste good lol. Lepak.

I had the best week. Did you?

P/S: Sleep deprived.

2009-03-24T23:28:00.001+08:00

Happy 23rd Birthday.

Visited Nigel with Dan & Bj. Poor guy with all the needles and tubes...like bedridden now. Gonna celebrate his birthday in hospital, how special haha. Then surprised Jy at her workplace, catch-up a bit while having her break... That's all.

My sister went for Coldplay's concert and she said it was very very awesomez. Ah I wna go for angmohs concerts~ Then one of her friend bought her a YSL mail wallet, wtass. To me the wallet looks okay only HAHA sour grapes...but it's YSL! Uh.

Nephew & nieces. The boy is my fav! HAHA.

Does he look like a two year old kid? (Fking naughty man...)

Chalet tmr! :S

2009-03-23T22:08:00.002+08:00

Happy 58th birthday, old man.

Flew Jinyi's aeroplane today, damn guilty cause I was the one who asked her out D:
Today's the worst day ever in my life. Fainted, thanks to the torturous pain....zz.

2009-03-22T23:07:00.002+08:00

Obstructions in life

Finally I head out today, with friends. Spend the half of my Sunday at Giant and bought so many stuffs for chalet. The crowd was.....obviously since it's a Sunday. Ordering BBQ food online is so much easier than marinating your own food, it taste nicer even though it's slightly expensive...HAHA alright anyway Im not marinating the frozens so I shall stop the complain. Brought one bag of frozens home and I realised my freezer is so bloody small. Lol what the.

This whole week is gonna be busy. Chalet and like what 4 birthdays?! Dang.

I'm still in my holidays while the rest in uniforms have to go back school tmr. Ouch. Hehe.

2009-03-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

Caught a new Korean Drama : The World That The Live In aka Worlds Within, starring Hyun Bin and Song Hye Kyo etc. HAHAHA HYUN BIN MY NEW LOVE ;) Noticed him since KimSamSoon....wow charming man.

2009-03-20T00:21:00.002+08:00

You're still the same...like before.
Dude, please behave like a man.
Holy shit.

2009-03-17T23:16:00.001+08:00

Overdosed by all the TaiwanDramas' love stories.

2009-03-15T20:38:00.002+08:00

Sun with Moon

Dinner at Sun With Moon @ The Central yesterday with the family. The food is damn fking awesome; the sushi, the beef, the cheesecake desserts...ah craving for it now~ It's much better than Sushi Tei but the latter is still nice la. How to resist such good food you tell me?! HAHAHA slimming down plan hereby failed. Then the entire Clark Quay is filled with Manchester & Liverpool fans; all wearing their jerseys...wow night life.

I NEED MONEY. I NEED TO WORK. AH.

2009-03-12T23:20:00.003+08:00

4/5

This film is nice, not very wah, but it's still worth-watching. I think it's more of a girlfriends movie. Those suffering from love dilemma should watch it and get enlighten somehow. Bradley Cooper is so charming. Ah. And thanks to Jy for being firm on her stand and drag me to watch it no matter what...I got brainwashed by my sister that it's a lousy movie.

Finally a date with her...rarely see each other this sem. All the catching up, yay (!)

Are you real or was it a mirage?

2009-03-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

Happy girl... Happy day! :):)
Hasn't had that feeling for...idk years maybe?

Ok anyway, despite the bloody cui results that totally spoilt my mood in the day...um I filled with joy aftermath. Hehe. So for now, fuck Accounts. You pulled my grades down and I suffered in your hands for a year. Ah thank god I will not be taking that subject again anymore. Is it?

YAY IM A BLOODY YEAR 2 GIRL.

P/s: Thanks. You knw who you are.

2009-03-09T23:42:00.004+08:00

I know too many March babies. Uh.

Bff.

P/S: Red Jumpsuits tmr! :(

2009-03-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

The runaway found

Received a call and it turned out to be Ps. I know something was amiss, somehow. Speaking everything in Mandarin...

'Eh you guess who I saw...somebody link to you.'
Without second thoughts, the name flashed in my mind.
'____?'
'YA! He working.'
Before I utter out that name, I was asking her whereabouts eagerly.
'Vivo.'
'RLY?!!!! I'M AT VIVO ALSO LEH~'

So continue asking all the nonsense...hung up the phone. I was turning red. Smiling like some retard while eating. Feeling extremely uncomfortable. 30 mins later, I saw her outside the restaurant. Benny and her. Both wearing red. Ah that's fate, cause we didnt plan to meet after the phonecall at all. Yea.

'He wearing tie, formal shirt...'
Then Benny smiled 'Maybe Zara or Crocodile? Why your face so red...'

Seeking aimlessly for that familiar face or back, trying my best to focus...for once I felt Vivo is so bloody big. And with family, I'll have to follow their back so which means I cant wonder off on my own.
....

Nothing. Not a look alike at all.

Fate? Nah, not on you and me.
Two damn years since I last saw you. And not even a glance today. Im not trying to be seen as pathetic...but at least I heard something about you. Today.
I didnt know the feeling is still staying.

2009-03-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

What is and What should never be

Drenched twice yesterday. Afternoon and night. Now I've got a bloody flu. So weak. But the under-the-rain feeling was nice.

Kinship, Friendship and Love.
God gave me a higher percentage of Friendship.
Subjective. But not many has it.
....

Thanks, God is rather fair. I think.

P/S: Happy 18th dear Ps.

2009-03-06T00:54:00.000+08:00

Awesomez.

Ps, V, Gx, G, D, N, J, Ch, H, Bj.
Though it was months since we last meet up, the attachment is still there somehow. Full of endless chattering and lame jokes/craps...they made my day. 3hours Sakura dinner, celebrated Ch & Ps adv birthday and as a 'farewell' gathering for Gab. Hehe.

Thanks to you-knw-who for taking a longer route with me...and hope you like the present, Ps :)

On the side note, my sister kept flaunting Jason Mraz's this and that to me after she came back from the concert....aww. So fucking regretted not going man :(

2009-03-04T23:37:00.003+08:00

Rain and Tears all the same

Back to watching Taiwan Dramas...I completed The Concerto 协奏曲 in a day. So this shows how bored I am at home. Anyway I prefer how these idol dramas interpret love story cause it's simply rare in reality. Forever love...what is that.

Out with the usualz tmr...Finally! :):)

P/S: 20 feb, 30 march....Clueless.